If you're life isn't good this Christmas, I understand.  It can be hard to see the spirit of Christmas surrounding us yet not be able to let it all in when things in our life are bad.  To feel everyone else's joy makes us happy, yet still makes us feel locked out of a warm house on a freezing night.  Witnessing joy from the outside in.  I get it.  There have been times in my life that my heart's been so heavy with problems even those closest to me didn't know I had that it seemed agonizing to just take another step, to do the simplest of tasks.  If you're having tough times, may I gently suggest you watch this video made by a young woman who is touching a lot of souls.  It may put things in perspective.